You
strip me naked with your Wolf like eyes
Devouring
me to my core, I plead with you
Please
no!!!!! I hear a distant voice,
Your
evil eyes glistening with lust,
No
regard for the tears that flow and burn my angelic face
They
say Lucifer is in hell,
Lies,
Lies, My insides scream he is right before me,Your clumsy thick fingers violate my being,
Something just died what? My soul I answer myself,
Leave
me alone my insides scream,
Oh
lord why can’t he stop,
Your stale breath down my neck,
Panting
like a Doberman, Maybe you are, Are you?
Lord
take me now,
I
said No!
Don’t
you want a raise, Stop I say, Am I really saying it,
My
voice caught in my throat, Is he choking me, Are you?
No
my own tears choking me,
But
I told him no,
I
said No!
The
hush sound of quiet,
Is
that the courtroom, why? Did I tell anyone?
I
am in a daze, that’s my mother sitting there,
Mama
don’t cry, Qina,
Silence
in court,
What
does he mean? There are no voices,
I
swear he says,
Did
he not say that, I swear I didn’t mean to hurt you, but he did?
He
is lying your honor he swore not to but he did,
How
do you plead she says, but I pleaded No! he still did it,
Maybe
you should find him guilty then, Yes, Maybe you should.
But
he is, I swear he is GUILTY I mean,
But
Jimmy I said no!!!! Jimmy I said No!!!!!
How
can I know how many No’s I said?
I
was terrified, what do you mean did I scream? I was terrified,
‘I
froze, what do you mean, But ask him, Jimmy did I not say no?
I
trusted you hence I froze, my voice choked, I did not believe you would,
Your
once trusted face leering at me with pent up lust,
But
Jimmy I struggled I didn't a want the raise,
Jimmy
I begged you not to,
Not
even the promotion,
All
I wanted I already had,
You
brutally took away.
My
worth as a human being, As a woman.
Young
lady, Silence!!! What were you wearing?
Dead
silence, I fall into the abyss of darkness.
When
did it come to this?
Will
I forever defend who I am?
You
design clothes and you rape me in them,
Have
I fallen so much into your maze I cannot get out.
Find
him guilty.
Find
all of them guilty.
Find
me guilty,
But
leave my soul alone
They
say the Devil is in hell, I say Lucifer surrounds me
Sometimes I just want to put men in a camp. Holocaust style.
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