Thursday, 5 April 2012

Violated


You strip me naked with your Wolf like eyes
Devouring me to my core, I plead with you
Please no!!!!! I hear a distant voice,
Your evil eyes glistening with lust,
No regard for the tears that flow and burn my angelic face
They say Lucifer is in hell,
Lies, Lies, My insides scream he is right before me,
Your clumsy thick fingers violate my being,
Something just died what? My soul I answer myself,
Leave me alone my insides scream,
Oh lord why can’t he stop,

Your stale breath down my neck,
Panting like a Doberman, Maybe you are, Are you?
Lord take me now,
I said No!
Don’t you want a raise, Stop I say, Am I really saying it,
My voice caught in my throat, Is he choking me, Are you?
No my own tears choking me,
But I told him no,
I said No!

The hush sound of quiet,
Is that the courtroom, why? Did I tell anyone?
I am in a daze, that’s my mother sitting there,
Mama don’t cry, Qina,
Silence in court,
What does he mean? There are no voices,

I swear he says,
Did he not say that, I swear I didn’t mean to hurt you, but he did?
He is lying your honor he swore not to but he did,
How do you plead she says, but I pleaded No! he still did it,
Maybe you should find him guilty then, Yes, Maybe you should.
But he is, I swear he is GUILTY I mean,

But Jimmy I said no!!!! Jimmy I said No!!!!!
How can I know how many No’s I said?
I was terrified, what do you mean did I scream? I was terrified,
‘I froze, what do you mean, But ask him, Jimmy did I not say no?
I trusted you hence I froze, my voice choked, I did not believe you would,
Your once trusted face leering at me with pent up lust,

But Jimmy I struggled I didn't a want the raise,
Jimmy I begged you not to,
Not even the promotion,
All I wanted I already had,
You brutally took away.
My worth as a human being, As a woman.

 Find him guilty,
Young lady, Silence!!! What were you wearing?
Dead silence, I fall into the abyss of darkness.
When did it come to this?
Will I forever defend who I am?
You design clothes and you rape me in them,
Have I fallen so much into your maze I cannot get out.

Find him guilty.
Find all of them guilty.
Find me guilty,
But leave my soul alone
They say the Devil is in hell, I say Lucifer surrounds me


1 comment:

  1. Sometimes I just want to put men in a camp. Holocaust style.

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